i dont it to go away

i dont understand..
i had a superb time today..

BUT,
out of the blue,
i felt sad...
:(

i think im gonna cry...:'(

why does time has to fly really quickly when we're having the time of our life?
its not like i always had these kind of chances...
:(
:(

p/s: rainbow pleeeeaaassee dont go away~~~:(

Final year..on more year to go..

Alhamdulillah...
i thought i couldnt make it..
but i did..
with the help of Allah the Almighty...

i passed my exams..
an increase in my gpa and cgpa..
Alhamdulillah...:)

and im officially a FOURTH year student...
yay!
oh! better say,
FINAL year student..
ahakz! ;)

ooooooh...~~
it feels gooood to say that..~~~;)

and i did my add drop,
and guess what?

for the first time,
i'll be taking eight subjects (including skills)..
its 21.5 credit hrs..

i cant believe it myself...
May Allah guide me to the right path,
Amiin...

p/s: with rainbows, everything ahead seems bright and wonderful..:)

blah!

Tension!
what's with the IT division in IIU...
i've been trying to load the result page since just now..
aaargh!

im giving UP!

blah!

what will the results be?

im terrified!
results will be out by FOUR pm today...
uwaaa...
scary lah..
cannot tahan...

will the result be worth all my diligence?
or
will it be such a dissapointment?



















the previous semester was a terrible roller coaster ride for me..
many things (mostly unexpected) happened..
they come and go and leave me in distress..

Gosh,
i wont hope for much..
a pass would be fine..
pleaassee....

wedding weekend

how's my weekend?
spent at my aunt's wedding..

what did i do there?
sit around with nyais and yais,
and aunts and uncles..

listened to them talking abt marriage,
life, and yada yada yada...

its kinda boring though..
but at times they're quite funny..
boleh tahan lawak gak datok2 nenek2 sdare aku nih..
hihihi...

apart from that,
wedding ceremonies like this are the only time
i would get to meet all my relatives..
i really mean ALL...
ahakz..
dah besar2 drg semer...

let the pix do the talking..
im terribly tired...

the cam whores..ahakz




















cik Dada..


























the Nikah...




















the arrival of the Groom..





















my family with the bride and groom..




















me and cik yati...gals in green...




















the cake cutting ceremony...




















selamat pengantin Baru Rashidah bte wosaini (cik Dada) & Muhd Farhan..

i passed through it..yes!!

Last night,
As i was lying around waiting to sleep,
i realised that it was 'the' date..

November, Twenty-Fourth.

The date which i thought i couldnt bear go through..
i thought i was going to die, if i had to go through it..
i thought i was going to spent the day cooped up in my room..
i thought i was going to shed unstoppable tears the whole day..


BUT,

i DIDNT!

:)

i've got my babies,
and im very very happy...
i've got some meaningful calls and smses,
and im overwhelmingly happy..

i did get through 'the date'
:)

im happy for my self...
:)

speaking of my babies,
i've got names for them..














the ones with the most stripes on its shell is 'Torty'
and the other is 'Canny'

ok ok,
why?
u ask...

Both names were inspired by the all-time favourite hunky, macho Italian soccer players..
as in,
torty = totti
canny = cannavaro (miss him..! ahakz! ;) )

ahakz!
i loike!! ;)

p/s: existence of rainbows made me forget 'the date' :)

i've got babies

whoa!
im now a proud mother of two...;)

Im sooo happy..
i've been wanting to care for these babies for such a looong time..
and i finally got it...

well, you curious peeps out there,
these are the babies...



tadaa!




























yes its two turtles!
ahaha..

sorry lah for the anti climax..;p

anyways,
arent they adorable??















i haven't name them yet..still looking for cute n unique names..
they're both males..

any suggestions anyone..?
;)

love my country

No wonder i love my country.. :)
there's a lot of beautiful places with picturesque views
waiting to be torn out of its virginity..
ahakz..

really,
take a look at these...



































































those are
only in pix..
but the bestest view is ONLY through the eyes..
Subhanallah...
:)

well,
the visit to nyai's house was great..
plus the prawn sambal was superb!!
pedas giller beb!
saaaayang nyai...

till then,



















bubbye.. :)

all the fun things and results, yikes!

A few of my friends said this is the most boring holidays ever..
I personally didnt think so...
First cause i have so many things up my sleeves to be done..
Especially with me being the 'maid' thingy...hihi..
And plus, i had quite a few wonderful outings...:) :)
i'll be going to my Granny's house today...
just for a visit..

school holidays is drawing nearer and nearer to the end..
WHY??!!

All good things have to end...
and it always ends soooo fast, isnt it so?
and sometimes without us even realising it, u agree with me?

Thus,
when school holiday's ending,
means, results will be out soon..
when result's will be out soon,
I will be scared to my wits!

argh! help!

haiyyah..this sem 1 ah..very scary you know....:(

Better try harder to get at least an A, so i can get a treat...hahahaha...;)

p/s: Pelangi di petang hari.....

serene and calm

feeling a bit jet-lagged todae...:(

anyway,
i went to an uncle's wedding ceremony yesterday..
i was pretty excited..
its been a loooong time since i last saw all these uncles and aunties of mine...

yesterday was the first..
next week is another aunt's wedding,
and the week after is another...

geez..
three weddings in one go...

and i have an engagement invite from Dila at Skudai...
how am i supposed to go there huh?
hmm....
how i wish i could drive...(all bcoz of that nasty old driving instructor lah..grrr..)

nvrmind that,
look at this pix..














serene isnt it?? :)
i just love this place..and its in Spore u noe...! :)

hmm...
before i end,
just a little note for a friend...

friend,
i love you and i care for you..
i would want to do nothing to hurt you..
please have faith in me,
and we'll be friends til the end of life..
insya Allah...
****************************************

p/s: rindu pelangi yang berwarna warni..... ;)

singapore maid-lah

Howdy people!


Life's been great here back home in Singapore..
i've begun my daily routine of being a part time maid ;)
been running up and down the house with brooms and mops...
tango-ing in the kitchen with pots and pans..
ahakz..drag!

:)

i wanna load a pix of one of my fav spot (just added it to my lists of fav hang out)
but mr. blogger here got probs with it..
so later lah k..?

p/s: Semakin hari semakin indah warna pelangi..

embrace the bed

Alas,
im home!

sleeepyyyy...
huargh!

i see my bed and my pillows waving at me...
calling me to embrace the softness and warmness of the bed...

uwaa...
gtg...

i'll blog later yah...;)

Feeling Rainbowyyyy

I love the rain...
I LOVE the rainbow even more...;)

Rain rain go away...
Ms. khasanah wants to play..
Rain rain go away...
Let the rainbow come and......urmm...brighten up my day...!
hehehehe...

:)

cepatlah abes exam...
dont feel like reading anymore...
wanna rest and play aaaaall day looong~~

Happiness pays

Im such a happy bunny...
i guess it really pays to be happy...
No stresses, No Headache, No PMS (the bestest :)) and u really feel light, healthy and happy inside out...;)

serious...
im not kidding..
:)

This gotta be the happiest month for me this year..
Its great to feel free and loved by so many people..
i even forgot how xams actually scare me...ahakz...
:)

Alhamdulillah...

im waiting for my last paper...
it on the 14th,
and if i can settle the proposal by tuesday, i would go back right after my xam..
if not,
i'd have to wait till 15th to go home...

geez..i dont even mind...:)

haaaiz...
Im high on cloud nine...ahaha...

P/s: happiness brought by rainbows ;)

xam's coming to an end...

5 down 1 more to go...
anticipation is very high..
cant wait to go home..
miss my bed and my fluffy pillows..:(

I have 6 days gap before the next paper (usul fiqh)
gosh! i've so much time under my sleeves..
i've a date with specky on the 11th..
hihihi...feeling very cheeky...
cant wait to sing my heart out..;)

"ais, cepatlah abes xam anti..ana xcited giller nih.."

Life's getting on fine..
Im very happy and contented..
Never had a day gone by without an overwhelming sense of gratitude to Him, the most Loving and Most Merciful..

:) :)

im out..
nak g ronggeng..
ahaha...

p/s: miss my babe..suhaila......

Lost

aaargh!
dear friends..
for your info, i've lost the phone numbers in my HP..
so it might do us good if you guys could msg me ur number again..

To my dearest Suhaila..
if ur reading this,
i miss u..
i need to talk to u..
msg me k..
need ur number..

k chow!

My current status

Tuhan turunkan matahari buat ku...
Namun aku masih menangis mencari kemanakah perginya matahari yang ku sanjungi itu...
Rupa-rupanya Tuhan amat menyayangiku..
Dia datangkan Pelangi buat ku..
Pelangi yang sangat menyenangkan hati...

Sesungguhnya Tuhan tahu apa yang terbaik buatku..
Matahari yang dahulu disanjung tinggi itu,
telah membakar hati dan perasaan ku...

Hujan diturunkan
ibarat penyembuh
kepada luka kebarakan itu...
Sebelum akhirnya
Dia menghadiahkan pelangi
bagiku...

adakah aku masih mahu menangisi pemergian matahari?
Tidak!
Tidak lagi!
Tidak akan sama sekali!

Aku mahu terus
menghargai pemberian Tuhan yang Satu itu..

Aku mahu terus bersyukur
dengan anugerahNya itu..

Aku ingin bergembira
dengan cahaya kegembiraan yang baru itu...

Alhamdulillah....

Me? strong and happy?

I can now truly understand what it feels like to be alone..
its not like being all by yourself somewhere with no one to keep you company..
this is a different loneliness..

despite the fact that you are surrounded by many wonderful friends and families that loved you dearly,
somehow,
you still feel alone..
you feel lost somewhere and not knowing how to come back makes it even more scarier...

having had someone or something for so many years,
holding on to it like you'll never gonna see it again if you lost it,
pinned hopes for happiness,
can just disappear within mere minutes or even seconds..
dreams were shattered,
hopes destroyed...

or maybe,
there's still hope..
only Allah knows...

For God is truly Loving...
He made me go through this test to make me realize that maybe im worth for something better..
He wants to protect me and make me a true and good Muslimah...

I know its not going to be an easy road for me to walk on..
I know i shall shed unstoppable tears for sometime...
But time heals...
I know somewhere within me, i am a strong girl..
God wills...

hmm..